hlo friends ye friend ki kahani hai. pehli tb ki jab jab vo mere friend ke life me aayi to us bare ki kese vo mere friend ke life me vo aayi or unone itne sal sath kese bitaye or unone shadi ka socha tb tak ki or dusri jab usne gharvalo k liye mere friend chhodne ka decision liya tab ki.
m vo dono stories k naam bta to nhi sakta kyoki is se jo log muje jante h vo pehchan jayege isliye m yha shuru se last tk puri kahani likh rha hu taki aap meri kahani jan sko or meri identity mere dosto k samne na aye vrna unhe mere friend ke liye bura lgega
plz use ya muje judge karne se pehle ek bar puri story jrur pde
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vo mere ek dost ki friend thi. ham ek dusre ko jante the lekin hmari kbi aaps me batchit nhi hui thi. mera dost use bot psnd krta tha or vo kafi close friend the. jab mere dost ne use purpose kiya to usne mna kr diya ki m tuje sirf dost manti thi, mne tere bare esa kbi socha hi nhi. mera dost bot serious ho gya tha uske liye. usne use dhamki di ki tu nhi mani to m mar jauga. us larki ne use bot smjane ki koshish ki par vo nhi mana or usne sucide krne
ki koshish ki. ye ek din subah 9 ya 10 bje k pas hua tha. use uske parents hospital leke gye or use icu me rkha hospital valo ne. muje jab pta chla to m bhag kr gya. mne jab uski halat dekhi to muje us larki par bot gusa
aaya.us larki ki mere pas call aayi or vo rone lgi ki usne meri vajah se esa kr liya..m guse me tha isliye mne guse me use bot bura bhla kaha. mera dost kafi dino tak icu me rha par vo bach gya par uske parents ne uska bahar ki duniya se contact hi khatam kar diya or ghar pr hi rkha use. vo jab b mujse uska hal puchhne ki koshish krti m use bot kuch sunata. aakhir usne muje call karni band kr di
fir mere bday k din uska msg aaya. us din m apna mood khrab krna nhi chahta tha to mne bs thanks bol diya.usne kaha plz ek bar puri bat sun lo agar m galat hou to aaj b muje suna lena. mne uski puri bat suni ki kese usne purpose ko mna kiya or is bat se hi mere dost ne mrne ki dhamki de di. usne kaha ki is bat k bad har jagah meri bdnami ho gyi. meri koi galti na hone k bavjud b ab muje sharm se rehna pd rha h. ab mera koi b dost nhi h. mera b man kiya ki m sucide kr lu lekin m apne maa paa ki akeli olad hu mere alav unka koi nhi h. m itni selfish nhi ho skti ki unhe ese chhod jau. logo ko lagta h ki mne use mrne k liye uksaya lekin m to use bs smja rhi thi. muje uspe taras aa gya. mne us se mafi mangi ki m apne dost k liye tuje bot galat keh gya.
fir vo randomly mujse uska hal puchhne k liye call kr deti or m use bta deta. 5-6 mahine esi thodi bot bat hoti rhi hmari. agle sal jab hm college me gye to hmari city me ek hi college hone k karan hm classmate ho gye. ese hm dhire dhire dost bn gye or 4th sem k last tk hm ache friend bn chuke the. hmne ek dusre k bare bahot c bate jani. muje is vajah se kafi dosto k tane sehne pde ki tu dushman se dosti kr rha h. lekin muje ignore krna pda kyoki us vakt mere alava ek b or jna uske paksh me nhi tha or m samaj b chuka tha ki isme uski koi galti b nhi thi jiske liye use itna bhugatna pd rha h.
6th sem k bad ham technical training k liye jaipur aaye. vha hm kafi time ek dusre k sath spend krne lge. muje vo achi lagne lgi thi lekin m ye bat use nhi keh skta tha bcz hm esi situation me dost bne the ki ab muje lagta tha ki hm sath hue to log kya kahege etc. duniya k dar se hm aage bd hi nhi pa rhe the.
ek rat ko ham kafi late tk bat kr rhe the or tb usne kaha ki tum ache lagte ho muje..mne kaha tu b muje achi lagti h.. usne kaha ki nhi mujse dost se jyada lgte ho….sach me us vakt mera dil bot zor se dhadkne lga. mne use kaha tu mjak to nhi kr rhi. usne kaha nhi mne bs apne man ki bat bta di plz naraj mt hona. mne use kaha ki m b tuje bot time se pasand krne lga tha par hmari situation hi esi thi ki m dosti nhi khona chahta tha or darta tha ki log kya kahege. tb hmne decide kiya ki hm kisi ko nhi btayege is bare.
2014 se shuru hokar ye lgatar chalta rha…hm jawahar circle me ghanto sath bethe rehte…kbi amer to kbi nahargarh jake beth jate….road par hath pakad kar kitni hi dur pedal chalte rehte….GVD se cold coffee pine jate….hme aaps k alava jaipur shahar se b pyar ho gua tha..hm lde jhagde guse hue…bot kuch hua… lekin hmara bond esa bn chuka tha ki hm kbi alag nhi hue….m uske sath kyi bar guse me b behave kr deta tha ki tu kisi or larke se bat nhi kregi etc or vo chupchap man jati lekin fir dhire dhire muje b samaj aane lgi ki ye m galat kr rha hu…mne sb apni galat aadte sudhari taki m use hmesha khush dekh sku…2018 tak hm perfect ho chuke the…hm ek dusre k liye 100% loyal…or hmare relationship lgbg 0% faltu jhagdo vala ho gya tha…sb acha ja rha tha ki uske parents uske liye rishta dekhne lag gye. mere liye ye ek attack jesa tha… problem thi hmara alag religion…sikh or hindu….hmaru shadi possible nhi thi…hm ek rural se area se the jaha ye possible nhi
tha usne kaha ki mere papa ko chhodkar m bhag nhi sakti or hmne shadi ki bat ki to jaan se hi mar dege. m zid krta rha ki m ye seh ni skta. vo b bot royi or m b. fir hmne decision liya ki hme ab agar alag hona h to jitna time h usi me dhire dhire ho jaye taki dono k liye asan ho jaye..hmne bat km ki…limits me rehne lge…m ghar par rhne lga taki mil na ske…ab 2019 k October tak hmne khud ko esa change kiya ki hm ekdam normal ho gye…past k bare na kbi bat krte or na krna chahte
oct ka mne isliye likha kyoki is month me uski mangni (engagement) hui. vo mujse jyada normal thi kyoki ek sal usne apna pura dhyan pdayi m lgaya or vo is se ubhar gyi or m apna dhyan usi me rkhta lekin bs uske samne nhi. vo ek dost ki trh abi b muje apni life ki bate bta deti h. mangetar se jab bat hui pehli bar mili sb muje khushi se btaya. usne kaha ki tu kahega to m tujse share nhi krugi agar tuje bura lagta h to lekin m tuje aaj b apna dost jyada manti hu or hm shuru se ab tk dosto ki trh jyada rhe h. muje pta tha vo ye sb muje normal krne k liye kr rhi h taki m is sab se apna man pkka kr sku or khud ko hurt na kru…vo chahti h ki m apne career pe dhyan du lekin m pdna chhod chuka or ab man b nhi karta
khush hu ki use bot acha privar mila jo use aage pdakar job krne ki permission de rha h..hmari shadi ho b jati to meri family use itni permissions kbi nhi deti kyoki meri family ki soch abi itni forward nhi h.
5 salo me mne uske alava kisi or ka nhi socha…bs usi ki khushi me apni khushi smjta rha or smjta hu… har relationship me jab halat k karn ek dusre ko chhodte h to ldayia hoti h or badme ek dusre ki burai krte rehte h..hm 5 salo me ese bn chuke the ki bot smjne lge the ek dusre ko isi liye hmne esa decision liya jis se agar future me hm kahi ek dusre se takraye to ignore krke na nikalna pde balki ek dusre se milkar khush hokar hal puche.
roj rat ko rota hu lekin use nhi bta skta…man me b dba k nhi rkh pa rha isliye yha likh rha hu…plz uske bare kuch b galat comment mt krna…muje aap chaho kuch b bura bhla keh lo
agar aapko meri life k is kahaani ko pdke acha lga ho to plz cmnt me jrur btana ya meri temporary instgarm id “theboyinstory” par muje bta skte ho…ye mne bs sirf aap logo se bat krne k liye bnayi h.
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